One of my dear friends, an ex-JW responded to her family, "I don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been."
The organization "locked" up our windows and doors of our hearts and minds so that can seem like such a heavy question then. Of course, with all the "tacking" and "zig-zagging" of the organization, they're just "wandering" in this life and truly it doesn't know where it's going for sure. We can "steer" our own life "one day at a time." To go through this life waiting with the organizational attitude that it's just no good so God just bring on the better "la-la" life "soon" is such a negative, sad waste.